Motivation

I have no motivation.

None to write in the blog.

None to go to the gym.

None to say no when I want to eat extra food.

None to say "don't spend that extra 20.00 save it!".

I WANT to save money. I WANT to be fit. I WANT to lose weight. I WANT to run 5k's with ease.

But I have no motivation. Where do people find motivation anyways? Where does want become "do" in the world of motivation. And when your train stops at "this is too hard" station; what gives you that nudge to jump onto the train going by?

Right now, I need a nudge. Or a push. Maybe a good 'ol shove. Something to kick me in the rear and says "You want it. GO GET IT".  Nothing is out of my reach except for what I allow to be out of my reach.

When does "too hard" become just another excuse. And when is it valid?

I can read every motivational book in the world. I can read every quote book. I can push myself. But it doesn't do anything. The problem with pushing myself, is that I can't push myself past the "don't wanna" stage. No one really can. It takes something more. Something greater. I'm just not sure what that is for me.

What is it for you? What could it be for you? Do you even need it?